My name is Heather,I'm 28yrs. old. I suffer from PCOS,Endometriosis,Depression,Severe abdominal pain,and PID.My fiancee and i just recently lost our 2nd baby.All together starting at age 19 I've lost 12 children. May of last year we lost our first baby,the doctors had to rush me into the OR immediately because I had severe internal bleeding.They ended up removing my right fallopian tube,but leaving my right ovary,and the leftside.Two weeks ago,I had ovarian cysts rupture,we found out last minute before being released that I was pregnant. After extensive testing,they realized I had an ectopic pregnancy in my left fallopian tube,along with some internal bleeding.I was taken into the OR a few short hours later,only to come out without my left ovary and fallopian tube.So now I'm only left with my cervix,uterous,and right fallopian tube.I was then told the ONLY way to get pregnant would be through in vitro,surrogacy,or adoption.Adoption is completely out of the question,NOT because I don't want to do it but because it is very expensive. surrogacy and in vitro,the same.I feel lesser of a woman because of everything i've had happen.And seeing the scars daily makes my depression worse.I have my moments where i'm "OK",but in all reality i am not OK.I just feel totally lost anymore and not sure where to turn for help in dealing with this.Counselling is in route,but I can talk for free to just about anyone.Make sense? What I'd like to do is figure out a way for the doctors to implant "fake" fallopian tubes in me so I can achieve my ultimate goal in being a mother.I've done a little research but I keep coming to a dead end.I just feel at loss for words now.but i know I'm not the only one out here with these issues.
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