I had a stroke 8/09 but recoered in9 months, my daughter and onlly child commited suicide 8/010, lost 2 friends of 40+ yrs within 6 months in 011, they were the only ones I talked to, brother died suddenly 10/3/011 and my husband of 21 yrs died Oct, 16, 2011. I am totally alone and can't even get dressed. Dr prescribed Celex anti-dep but no help to sleep. I don't attend church but have several email friends in other states. My world has disappeared and I am sitting in the mess left over. I don't know what to do. Why am I the only one left?