I am new to this group and I feel like I need to vent. My fiance of 15 years has been disabled for the past 5 years. At first I was very compassionate about his disability but now I feel alone, angry, tired and used. He left his job which is fine, he decided to just give up everything....I work three jobs and just started my own business, I feel while I am working my ass of, he is just sitting at home on you tube, craigslist, facebook, and everything else. I am not sure how to deal with this...I am very resentful of this whole situation....I am so frustrated and tired. I am forbidden to let his family know about any of his health issues until just last month when I he tried to drive to Ct to see them and got all the way to NC and had to turn back because he started getting sick....I feel like screaming from the top of a mountain!!!!!