My husband and I just had our ten year wedding ann. I have to say it was not a very happy day for me. My husband has renal faliure and pretty much has gave up and keeps to himself. My family wants me to leave they say I'm to young to live my life this way(30years). I just feel so guilty even thinking about leaving him. I love him and care for him and his well being but,I'm just not in love with him any more. We are not romaticly involved and haven't been for some time. We don't even sleep together anymore. My days are always the same I work full time he doesnt work at all. We never go out or do anything together he is always on the computer playing.When he isnt in treament he stays in his office he even sleeps in there most the time. I have the weight of all the responsabilty the bills,house work caring for him and our pets and myself if there is time.
I sit by myself most days while he sleeps or is on his game. I just am lost as what to do. I want to have fun and hang out with friends I want to have a life and a family but, I'm stuck in this depressing life with no easy answer as to what I should do stay and care for him or leave and go for my dreams. I feel there is not right answer and no matter what I do I will have regrets for the rest of my life.
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My husband and I just had our ten year wedding ann. I have to say it was not a very happy day for me. My husband has renal faliure and pretty much has gave up and keeps to himself. My family wants me to leave they say I'm to young to live my life this way(30years). I just feel so guilty even thinking about leaving him. I love him and care for him and his well being but,I'm just not in love with him any more. We are not romaticly involved and haven't been for some time. We don't even sleep together anymore. My days are always the same I work full time he doesnt work at all. We never go out or do anything together he is always on the computer playing.When he isnt in treament he stays in his office he even sleeps in there most the time. I have the weight of all the responsabilty the bills,house work caring for him and our pets and myself if there is time.
April 10, 2009 - 2:00pmI sit by myself most days while he sleeps or is on his game. I just am lost as what to do. I want to have fun and hang out with friends I want to have a life and a family but, I'm stuck in this depressing life with no easy answer as to what I should do stay and care for him or leave and go for my dreams. I feel there is not right answer and no matter what I do I will have regrets for the rest of my life.
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