Thanks to everyone posting here- i don't feel so alone at this very minute. I beg to God to help me every day to find strength to keep going with my situation and all these other thoughts are rushing in wishing it would be over, wishing i wasn't the one having to be responsible for this profoundly disabled person and wishing i could escape- and then feeling so very guilty when they are the one that can't move or talk. I don't live with my spouse who is in care and doesn't like it and i feel so very guilty that this is my fault- and spouse doesn't try to make me not feel guitly. So feel angry as well as all the other emotions. I wish there was so happiness to look forward to but where is it?
Comment Reply
Thanks to everyone posting here- i don't feel so alone at this very minute. I beg to God to help me every day to find strength to keep going with my situation and all these other thoughts are rushing in wishing it would be over, wishing i wasn't the one having to be responsible for this profoundly disabled person and wishing i could escape- and then feeling so very guilty when they are the one that can't move or talk. I don't live with my spouse who is in care and doesn't like it and i feel so very guilty that this is my fault- and spouse doesn't try to make me not feel guitly. So feel angry as well as all the other emotions. I wish there was so happiness to look forward to but where is it?
October 30, 2016 - 10:55pmThis Comment
Reply