This might sound shallow but I haven't had sex in 5 years when I say that I mean no affection or intimacy of any kind except for the occasional peck. I keep telling myself he is sick and I will be ok. I have my photography, my children and grandchildren and pets. But I'm not ok. A very big part of who I am is locked away and I miss her and I dont want my life to pass me by.
My husband injured his back years ago and he has had 7 surgeries and is burried under a narcotic perscription regimen that he has been on for the last 10 years. For the last 5 years it seems he just eats sleeps and ye;;s at our daughter. We have good moments but they are few and I cant remember a day where he hasn't made a reference to killing himself.
Our family doesnt come around anymore and neither do friends.
I don't know where to begin. All I know is I dont want to be alone in this anymore.
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This might sound shallow but I haven't had sex in 5 years when I say that I mean no affection or intimacy of any kind except for the occasional peck. I keep telling myself he is sick and I will be ok. I have my photography, my children and grandchildren and pets. But I'm not ok. A very big part of who I am is locked away and I miss her and I dont want my life to pass me by.
My husband injured his back years ago and he has had 7 surgeries and is burried under a narcotic perscription regimen that he has been on for the last 10 years. For the last 5 years it seems he just eats sleeps and ye;;s at our daughter. We have good moments but they are few and I cant remember a day where he hasn't made a reference to killing himself.
Our family doesnt come around anymore and neither do friends.
I don't know where to begin. All I know is I dont want to be alone in this anymore.
December 27, 2009 - 9:36pmThis Comment
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