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Ok...I'm back. The original writer. I think that I am having a bad night. We went to court today about custody and parenting time. I "won" so I should be feeling happy and relaxed, but instead I am struggling with feelings of guilt. I feel as though I have left my ex to care for himself and that I have taken everything from him (money, structure in his life, support and now his son). I know that I am still doing the right thing but this is so hard! I tried everything while we were married to make things better, begged him to go to counseling etc. Nothing changed. He came to court today with his walker and when he found out that he wasn't getting what he wanted he looked so sad. This has got to be the hardest thing that I have ever done. I haven't slept well for the past week or two, I think in anticipation of today. I pray that I am continuing to do what is right for my son and myself, that I not act out of anger. I think that it is time to meet with my counselor again. Any words of wisdom or of comfort would be greatly appreciated!!