I am turning 30 this month... I have had a high sex drive since I was...9 or so. I was interested in woman since I was 6 for as long as I could remember. I have masturbated since I was 8. Through my young teenage years I found myself masturbating more and more, then when I hit my upper teens, I had sex at 18. When I joined the military my sexual desire increased 10 fold. I have always been a very sexually active guy even till now. I am re-married with three kids, and my current wife has lost total interest in sex after our third which was her first born... she reserves Saturdays as ,y " relief day" where she really does not interact much with me to make the moment count. We use to have sex back to back three times in maybe 2 hours. 5 times a day maybe was the norm.
I unfortunately have this overwhelming desire that even when Im doing y college work, sitting in bed, reading whatever it may be, I get a sexual urge that I "HAVE" to get ride of so taht I can think straight. It is as is the sexual desire takes control of me and I will do almost anything to maximize the arousal. I.e talk to old Girlfriends that had interest in me, x- wife that was interested in me. I do not want to cheat on my wife, however, the urge is so great, I have this desire to seek out someone that wants me as much as I want it. After I climax, I feel like I am returned to normal and can think straight, ethically, morally and logically.
I am really starting to think there is something wrong with me. When I see my wife's body, I am aroused imminently. I just want to make love to her, hard-core, soft-core...anything that will get the fluids flowing and orgasmic volcano's erupting. Almost like a porn star. My wife thinks there is something wrong with me now as well, because I want sex so much... is there something wrong with me really?
I have fantasies of double penetrating her, or even inviting another guy or gal of her choice so that multiple orgasms will soar. Secretly I think she like woman, but she loves men too...she married me not just for the sex, but because I treat her like a woman and love her.
I just don't know what to do anymore... I'm so afraid my sex drive will plummet one day and hers will CLIME and I wont be the man she needs me to be...:(
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I am turning 30 this month... I have had a high sex drive since I was...9 or so. I was interested in woman since I was 6 for as long as I could remember. I have masturbated since I was 8. Through my young teenage years I found myself masturbating more and more, then when I hit my upper teens, I had sex at 18. When I joined the military my sexual desire increased 10 fold. I have always been a very sexually active guy even till now. I am re-married with three kids, and my current wife has lost total interest in sex after our third which was her first born... she reserves Saturdays as ,y " relief day" where she really does not interact much with me to make the moment count. We use to have sex back to back three times in maybe 2 hours. 5 times a day maybe was the norm.
I unfortunately have this overwhelming desire that even when Im doing y college work, sitting in bed, reading whatever it may be, I get a sexual urge that I "HAVE" to get ride of so taht I can think straight. It is as is the sexual desire takes control of me and I will do almost anything to maximize the arousal. I.e talk to old Girlfriends that had interest in me, x- wife that was interested in me. I do not want to cheat on my wife, however, the urge is so great, I have this desire to seek out someone that wants me as much as I want it. After I climax, I feel like I am returned to normal and can think straight, ethically, morally and logically.
I am really starting to think there is something wrong with me. When I see my wife's body, I am aroused imminently. I just want to make love to her, hard-core, soft-core...anything that will get the fluids flowing and orgasmic volcano's erupting. Almost like a porn star. My wife thinks there is something wrong with me now as well, because I want sex so much... is there something wrong with me really?
I have fantasies of double penetrating her, or even inviting another guy or gal of her choice so that multiple orgasms will soar. Secretly I think she like woman, but she loves men too...she married me not just for the sex, but because I treat her like a woman and love her.
I just don't know what to do anymore... I'm so afraid my sex drive will plummet one day and hers will CLIME and I wont be the man she needs me to be...:(
January 6, 2012 - 12:44pmThis Comment
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