My boyfriend has pancreatic cancer. He will allow himself to be emotionally attached in any way. One night he grabbed my hand and put it on his chest and told me he feels he is going to be gone soon, and when he leaves he wants me to take his strength. That was two months ago. Every night I watched him in this horrible pain that he explained as contractions and a pain that starts at his chest and goes all over his stomache and his chest again. He said it already affected his torso. I was just with him last weekend and everything was fine. I haven't seen him since and he is not answering my calls. I know he is still around but I dont know if he is somewhere sick and passing away. I haven't had the opportunity to meet his family yet although he lives with my brother. I was told he went to his sisters house, whom I don't have an address for, I text him and I'm getting no responce. His behavior is very weird. I'm afraid I may be losing my best friend. I don't know what to do. He doesn't want anyone outside of who already know's his condition to know anything. I will not be able to live with myself if something happens to him. I can't even sleep. What do I do? Is a drastic change in his behavior a sign that he is getting worst?
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My boyfriend has pancreatic cancer. He will allow himself to be emotionally attached in any way. One night he grabbed my hand and put it on his chest and told me he feels he is going to be gone soon, and when he leaves he wants me to take his strength. That was two months ago. Every night I watched him in this horrible pain that he explained as contractions and a pain that starts at his chest and goes all over his stomache and his chest again. He said it already affected his torso. I was just with him last weekend and everything was fine. I haven't seen him since and he is not answering my calls. I know he is still around but I dont know if he is somewhere sick and passing away. I haven't had the opportunity to meet his family yet although he lives with my brother. I was told he went to his sisters house, whom I don't have an address for, I text him and I'm getting no responce. His behavior is very weird. I'm afraid I may be losing my best friend. I don't know what to do. He doesn't want anyone outside of who already know's his condition to know anything. I will not be able to live with myself if something happens to him. I can't even sleep. What do I do? Is a drastic change in his behavior a sign that he is getting worst?
January 21, 2012 - 12:09amThis Comment
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