I'll be 39 in September and I had quite a different experience dealing with my first trip to the Gyno. The end results were the same, I had no uterus and no vaginal canal, but my experience with dealing it wasn't so positive. It was dealt with by... totally ignoring it. To be perfectly honest I found this blog because I woke up this Saturday morning by a dream. A Gyno dream where I was diagnosed again with MRKH (didn't know that was the name until this blog) and was offered this miracle cure of sitting on "dilators" for a maximum of 24 seconds and all would be normal. I woke up basically in tears, actually crying as I type because I'm 40 and I've never done ANYTHING to deal with the problem let alone try to "fix" it. I feel like a freak, inadequate, a freak, weird and have I mentioned a freak. Ohh and here's a little twist I'll add in... I'm gay. I've been with one man. That was about 2 months ago and I'm not sure why. I think I just wanted to feel "normal" one time. Just see if I could "make" it work. Needless to say it was a disaster. I have no doubt I'm gay. I have been with several woman. I only told one about my "condition" and to be truthful I didn't go into details. I just told her I didn't have a period. I talk about it to no one. Not my mother, my sisters or my friends... hell even girl friends. I guess I'm not sure why I'm commenting. I guess I just wanted to ask about support groups you mentioned in the blog. Which one would you suggest or maybe even a list?
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I'll be 39 in September and I had quite a different experience dealing with my first trip to the Gyno. The end results were the same, I had no uterus and no vaginal canal, but my experience with dealing it wasn't so positive. It was dealt with by... totally ignoring it. To be perfectly honest I found this blog because I woke up this Saturday morning by a dream. A Gyno dream where I was diagnosed again with MRKH (didn't know that was the name until this blog) and was offered this miracle cure of sitting on "dilators" for a maximum of 24 seconds and all would be normal. I woke up basically in tears, actually crying as I type because I'm 40 and I've never done ANYTHING to deal with the problem let alone try to "fix" it. I feel like a freak, inadequate, a freak, weird and have I mentioned a freak. Ohh and here's a little twist I'll add in... I'm gay. I've been with one man. That was about 2 months ago and I'm not sure why. I think I just wanted to feel "normal" one time. Just see if I could "make" it work. Needless to say it was a disaster. I have no doubt I'm gay. I have been with several woman. I only told one about my "condition" and to be truthful I didn't go into details. I just told her I didn't have a period. I talk about it to no one. Not my mother, my sisters or my friends... hell even girl friends. I guess I'm not sure why I'm commenting. I guess I just wanted to ask about support groups you mentioned in the blog. Which one would you suggest or maybe even a list?
July 18, 2009 - 6:25amThis Comment
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