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I wrote on here awhile ago, but as an anonymous member. I'm the one that had been dating the same guy for four years. I'm still with him today. We finally had sex, but that was three months ago and that was the only time. I thought once we had sex for the first time I would no longer be afraid anymore, but I still am. It hurt me pretty bad and I'm afraid it's going to hurt really bad again. I get so upset with myself because I feel like a loser. I am so lucky that my boyfriend hasn't broken up with me yet, because any other guy would have. I have no idea how to get over this, but I really want to.