Hi Everyone!
I am new but when reading this it wanted me to join this site.
After reading a few of your posts, i would like all of your advice please :)
I am almost a young adult, and i have a boyfriend.
I have had countless conversations about it with him, I get sad, upset and so hurt when i know what he is looking up on the internet as porn. He has a fetish for a few things. Once i found a folder of an anime character he said as 'a one time thing', yet i got so jealous of some made up thing, he doesnt watch sex on the internet but just certain things! He has told me so many times he thinks i am the best, he would hate imagining him with another woman, when he masturbates in the end he has to think of me because he wont finish, he doesnt think of the women but only of what they are doing. I still feel stupidly jealous though of the women! though he has told me countless times, i sometimes can't believe him, I can't help but think sometimes what i do for him is just a waste when he can masturbate over the internet (although he wasn't happy when i said that). Its silly only because i hate porn so much that i get scared in reality that one day it'll take him away from me that i get a little protective.
Anyone feel how i feel? I hope i can get kind advice :) i know im silly to worry already but i cant help it.
Please help!
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Hi Everyone!
September 23, 2009 - 5:13amI am new but when reading this it wanted me to join this site.
After reading a few of your posts, i would like all of your advice please :)
I am almost a young adult, and i have a boyfriend.
I have had countless conversations about it with him, I get sad, upset and so hurt when i know what he is looking up on the internet as porn. He has a fetish for a few things. Once i found a folder of an anime character he said as 'a one time thing', yet i got so jealous of some made up thing, he doesnt watch sex on the internet but just certain things! He has told me so many times he thinks i am the best, he would hate imagining him with another woman, when he masturbates in the end he has to think of me because he wont finish, he doesnt think of the women but only of what they are doing. I still feel stupidly jealous though of the women! though he has told me countless times, i sometimes can't believe him, I can't help but think sometimes what i do for him is just a waste when he can masturbate over the internet (although he wasn't happy when i said that). Its silly only because i hate porn so much that i get scared in reality that one day it'll take him away from me that i get a little protective.
Anyone feel how i feel? I hope i can get kind advice :) i know im silly to worry already but i cant help it.
Please help!
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