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Hi! Rosa, thanks...No i dont depend on him for income, and yes thats exactly how im feeling , i dont trust anything he does, i dont know how to approach the situation, i have been with him for so long its like i cant see myself anywhere else, do you know what i mean...he is a wonderful person , that is why its so hard for me to accept what has happened, cos i never thought that he would do that, yes I do have a good support network, but i have not told my family or friends about what has happened. I dont really want to tell my mum cos i dont want her to be disappointed and thats totally another story, i know she will eventually get over it , but i just dont want to cause her heartache.. I dont know if i should try and give this another chance, but this situation is so hurting , its something i will remember forever.
i think maybe i should step back fom this situation and see how things go , lets see how the converstaion goes tonight , then its, also i have not lived with my mum for so long its like so weird to go back home and not have the freedom and space im used to , not like its a bad thing. i know its a terrible idea , maybe i can tell him that i will stay in another room in the house until i find a place of my own and then move out , i do love him , i cant deny that , but the hurt of knowing what he has done to us is stronger than that love right now....we have been through so much together i actually feel like im losing an arm...