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I have a little differant problem with my ex. I cant seem to stop loving him . It has been 2 years now since I have seen him and about a year since I have talked with him. See Im a widow, I have 5 childrenn He was divorced with 5 children. We were going to get married but then I got pregnant , which we hadnt counted on at all. Well I had twins a boy and girl. Great children but that gives us 12 children. We just couldnt do it with that many children. We decided to go our own way which was the hardest thing that I had ever done. We loved each other so very much but that this was the best for our children. He is now married again , he has told me that he doesnt love her but he will grow to. We talked up until the very minute he said I do. She knows about me and understands, he doesnt see our twins because it will be harder on them and us to. He does send money every two weeks. But I just want to move on . I am dating this other man who is a great guy but I want to stop missing , lets call him paul, not his real name, him. Please give me some suggestions on how I can , Wash this man out of my hair, so to speak.