thanks Pat,
I think I know I have to leave but I just can't be the one to say the words. I am scared of hurting him, if this is not what he wants.
I am afraid I will regret It.
I don't really have a place to live if I leave and since he seems to be pushing this desicion on me that means I have to be the one to give up the apt. since i am the one who wants to leave.
I worry that maybe it is me and I am just an unsatisfied person and can't find happiness anywhere and it has nothing to do with him.
I feel very strongly that this has to end, yet I have felt this b4 and later regretted it. I just wish he would make it simple and cheat on me or something so I could leave him with a clear head that it wasn't my fault.
I know that is an aweful thing to say but I think it would be easier to leave if I hated him, the hardest part is that I still love him. After everything we have been through it is really hard to say the words " I'm Leaving".
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thanks Pat,
December 4, 2009 - 2:06pmI think I know I have to leave but I just can't be the one to say the words. I am scared of hurting him, if this is not what he wants.
I am afraid I will regret It.
I don't really have a place to live if I leave and since he seems to be pushing this desicion on me that means I have to be the one to give up the apt. since i am the one who wants to leave.
I worry that maybe it is me and I am just an unsatisfied person and can't find happiness anywhere and it has nothing to do with him.
I feel very strongly that this has to end, yet I have felt this b4 and later regretted it. I just wish he would make it simple and cheat on me or something so I could leave him with a clear head that it wasn't my fault.
I know that is an aweful thing to say but I think it would be easier to leave if I hated him, the hardest part is that I still love him. After everything we have been through it is really hard to say the words " I'm Leaving".
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