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Thank you again for your concerns in this matter , it is really nice to have someone (who is outside my family) to show such concern and help me in the interest of my health issue.I myself find i am just getting angry now with the system in the uk , all i need is some support and thearpy to help me beat my anorexia once and forall , but i am so tiered of waiting , i just feel that now one is really interested , it is appauling i am still having to wait after all this time.
In the meantime , i have followed your advice and contineing to try and eat a little more to stablise my weight , as i cant afford to lose anymore , i feel weak enough already . although the past few days i have found hard and have not been able to eat as much , as i am not used to feelinfg full and it sets my bad thoughts off , which in turn leads me back to starvation , it is coping strategies which i need to have at hand when this happens.I am currently consuming around 1100 calories daily , but finding it very difficult to eat anymore , even though i am hungry , as it just makes me feel fat and like i am literally just going to put on loads of weight over night , it,s these things that i am stuck with , i dont know how to get over them and deal with the emoutions , and how to feel good about eating instead of it being a negative thing.I will await your reply if you may have any ideas of how i can feel good about any of this , facts always help , reasurance that i am not going to put weight on to fast , on what i am eating as that really does scare me.thanks again for all you continous support.laura