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(reply to Diane Porter)

It has been going better. There isn't really tension anymore tho I still kind of have my suspicions. As far as the porn thing goes we had talked and his answer was that he just wont do it anymore, one so he don't have to deal with drama and I guess also cuz it upsets me as bad as it did but I don't know if he is just telling me that and then going to try harder to hide it. I know I had found a whole bunch in the recycle bin on his computer this morning but I didn't bring it up since I couldn't say if he put it there or it got in there from like a computer scan that cleans everything...and well it was in the recycle bin.

Yes you are right I am fearful that he will do things behind my back. I have been in many relationship where that was the case, my marriage for example started with my ex husband more interesting in porn then me and eventually to cheating on me multiple times. In this relationship there was an incident at the beginning with me finding that he had a profile on a singles site, and it wasn't one from before we were together so even tho that was worked through and things got better it has giving me cause for wondering at times when things just don't feel right. yes I have checked his phone, email and so on and to be honest I haven't really found anything in them that is upsetting. As far as being insecure its not exactaly the case, do I think he will find someone else at times I do. However most of the time I am just waiting for things to blow up in my face as they have been going well to good as far as relationship I have go...we rarely argue and the few teems we have we have worked through it...every time we argue i think he is going to leave or cheat on me since that's what everyone else has done. I realize I have a bit of a trust issue and I have been working on it tho every time I start to feel that something is wrong I find something like this.

All in all tho I think we are working through this issue like we have all the others and things will get better...do I still think that every time i hop in the shower/go to bed/ or am not around he is pulling up porn...yea I do. I just think he will try to hide it better.

June 18, 2010 - 7:52am

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