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Of course it is possible where as I've learned not to rule anything out but I don't know I'm not sure I know he's hearts there the guy tattoed my name below his belt line after what happend when he was trying to show his devotion and was trying to get me back. He also moved almost instatntly into a new apartment as he said he wanted to start fresh and feel as comfortable as possible. He recently has began a close relationship with god and swears up and down whenever I ask him if he has seen her or spoke to her again. While he was lotioning me he told me later after I got upset that he wasn't into looking at me naked because lotioning me had desensitized me...whatever he meant there I can only guess. I used to turn him down a lot when we first got back together after what happend now it seems the other way around he only wants me when he knows its a sure thing. It bothers me so much because after what happend I question myself so much I want to be certain I'm the apple of his eye and I'm not so sure even though he always tells me that I'm the most beautiful woman he's been with & I know he loves me it still doesn't seem enough when push comes to shuv. I suppose he would go to conseling but if he is cheating and hasn't told me yet I doubt he will. When it first happend he told right away to my face I can only hope he would give me that respect again if something happend...