Wow, viewing this & now understanding I'm not the only one who feels inferior is such a relief. I have been with my partner (fiance now) almost 2 years and well since we started seeing each other this material has been creeping up through the cracks since our 3rd month of dating..I have found porn dvd's - porn sites-chatting sites - booklets-images and now a week ago I went on to his internet, simply searching on google bookmark and "hot boobs" porn sites came on the history that had been removed on history but not on google history when you click in the block.. I think it doesn't hurt as much as it used to but has rather disappointed me after I have asked him to stop looking at things like this because it makes me feel uncomfortable. I have been told that I am insecure, a jealous freak and that I create things in my own head. I have accepted this because he says "all men do it"...Till I told him why...I have even considered surgery.. let me explain-you see I have a problem with both breasts and well it's not a major thing, but its embarrassing enough to know I'm not perfectly normal. I have inverted nipples. He knows this as its not easy to hide although sometimes I wish I didn't even have breasts. I know that if I have my breast surgically corrected I'd probably not feel uncomfortable or inferior..He thinks my breasts are perfectly shaped - perky but I think the opposite. So I'm still thinking its me.
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Wow, viewing this & now understanding I'm not the only one who feels inferior is such a relief. I have been with my partner (fiance now) almost 2 years and well since we started seeing each other this material has been creeping up through the cracks since our 3rd month of dating..I have found porn dvd's - porn sites-chatting sites - booklets-images and now a week ago I went on to his internet, simply searching on google bookmark and "hot boobs" porn sites came on the history that had been removed on history but not on google history when you click in the block.. I think it doesn't hurt as much as it used to but has rather disappointed me after I have asked him to stop looking at things like this because it makes me feel uncomfortable. I have been told that I am insecure, a jealous freak and that I create things in my own head. I have accepted this because he says "all men do it"...Till I told him why...I have even considered surgery.. let me explain-you see I have a problem with both breasts and well it's not a major thing, but its embarrassing enough to know I'm not perfectly normal. I have inverted nipples. He knows this as its not easy to hide although sometimes I wish I didn't even have breasts. I know that if I have my breast surgically corrected I'd probably not feel uncomfortable or inferior..He thinks my breasts are perfectly shaped - perky but I think the opposite. So I'm still thinking its me.
March 22, 2013 - 5:44amThis Comment
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