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Thank you for your kind words. I'm home now after a wasted journey. The consultant said his hands were tied as there is nothing that can be done for me. I asked about a catheter but he refused saying it could cause an infection. I told him that I can barely walk and cannot carry no like this and that it would be inhumane to leave me like this. He said that if he was being inhumane he would be withholding information from me which he's not doing. I have cried nonstop and am at a loss as to where to turn to next. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how I am going to cope for the next 10weeks till my baby is here. Nobody understands and all I get is 'oh it's only a couple of months' I can't stand another couple of hours like this. I'm fearing for my mental health seriously. It looks like I will remain a recluse until my baby is here. Sorry for the rant, I really do appreciate your kind words xxxx