Alison, thank you so much,
I completely agree with you. I never thought that such an experience would make me feel so completely out of control. My lack of sleep and my family no doubt had a lot to do with my crazy thoughts, but you couldnt be more right. I'm usually an exceedingly rational person and completely and utterly organized in my thinking and how to handle situations, but I'm obviously not ready for anything so intimate because I'm not ready for the possible consquences, no matter how small the chance of those consequences may be. The fact that I even thought what I did or that my mind even went there proves that to me, it was just such an insight for me, just...huge.
I feel much much much more at ease now, and you have no idea how much of it is due to just these responses and knowledge I've been given here! I guess my only stress now is that I want my period to come, BUT I'm not constantly thinking about it or checking it or anything like that, and I'm sleeping and working it through with the boy whom with this all happened.
I hope to get my period anywhere between the 12-16th but if the medicine really did throw me off I guess it will come when it does.
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Alison, thank you so much,
I completely agree with you. I never thought that such an experience would make me feel so completely out of control. My lack of sleep and my family no doubt had a lot to do with my crazy thoughts, but you couldnt be more right. I'm usually an exceedingly rational person and completely and utterly organized in my thinking and how to handle situations, but I'm obviously not ready for anything so intimate because I'm not ready for the possible consquences, no matter how small the chance of those consequences may be. The fact that I even thought what I did or that my mind even went there proves that to me, it was just such an insight for me, just...huge.
I feel much much much more at ease now, and you have no idea how much of it is due to just these responses and knowledge I've been given here! I guess my only stress now is that I want my period to come, BUT I'm not constantly thinking about it or checking it or anything like that, and I'm sleeping and working it through with the boy whom with this all happened.
I hope to get my period anywhere between the 12-16th but if the medicine really did throw me off I guess it will come when it does.
Thanks everyone for your replies..
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