When I was 15 I met a lovely boy with aspergers, yet the situation was quite the opposite. He was quite popular (because of his confidence supplied by drugs) but I wasn't very attractive so his obsession with me baffled us both, but other peoples opinions didn't matter to either of us. I fell hard and fast and we lost our virginitys together then a couple of months later he was occupied with something else. I wouldn't wish this on any 15 year old girl, it wasn't his fault so I could only blame myself whilst subconsciously feeling very used. Oddly enough a few years later I have a partner with aspergers (didn't know until we had fallen in love stupidly) And This time it's even more heart breaking, the gorgeous, loving, funny man I am in love with shows me barely any attention unless it's us two in my flat without a computer. But then I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Every time I try to break up with him he sobs his heart out for hours, it's torture!
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When I was 15 I met a lovely boy with aspergers, yet the situation was quite the opposite. He was quite popular (because of his confidence supplied by drugs) but I wasn't very attractive so his obsession with me baffled us both, but other peoples opinions didn't matter to either of us. I fell hard and fast and we lost our virginitys together then a couple of months later he was occupied with something else. I wouldn't wish this on any 15 year old girl, it wasn't his fault so I could only blame myself whilst subconsciously feeling very used. Oddly enough a few years later I have a partner with aspergers (didn't know until we had fallen in love stupidly) And This time it's even more heart breaking, the gorgeous, loving, funny man I am in love with shows me barely any attention unless it's us two in my flat without a computer. But then I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Every time I try to break up with him he sobs his heart out for hours, it's torture!
December 4, 2012 - 4:46pmThis Comment
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