Why fantasize when he can have the real thing? Because I'm not pretty or sexy enough? That's the way I feel. It hurts and it's hard to get over.
i feel the same way.....there are times that after i had sex with my husband i thought he won't get horny or masturbate after that. but i found out in the middle of the night his watching porn and masturbate. and that really hurt me, i really don't understand why he do that. and i already ask him a lot of time about it and i had the same answer from him. he will just say " what's wrong of you"? and that hurt me more. every time i saw him masturbating i always question myself. why? is there something wrong about me?
sometimes i just talk to God and pray hoping that He will change my husband the way he is.
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Why fantasize when he can have the real thing? Because I'm not pretty or sexy enough? That's the way I feel. It hurts and it's hard to get over.
July 8, 2016 - 4:35ami feel the same way.....there are times that after i had sex with my husband i thought he won't get horny or masturbate after that. but i found out in the middle of the night his watching porn and masturbate. and that really hurt me, i really don't understand why he do that. and i already ask him a lot of time about it and i had the same answer from him. he will just say " what's wrong of you"? and that hurt me more. every time i saw him masturbating i always question myself. why? is there something wrong about me?
sometimes i just talk to God and pray hoping that He will change my husband the way he is.
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