I thank you for your comment, the reason I posted was because my boyfriend told me himself that he misses the confident bubbly girl i used to be, and that now im like a shadow of my former self, he wants me to walk and hold my head high, to shine and to not be so obsessed with him as he loves me and he misses how I used to be.He says he wants me to be more fun and interesting but when he says that i feel even more low and even more rubbish, knowing that he sees me as a crappy girl who has no confidence anymore.
When I go outside i try to remember that and try to walk with my head high but mostly when people pass me,i get nervous and look down to the ground and dont want any attention. I honestly dont know whats wrong with me.
I have hobbies, i enjoy writing poetry but I havent done that in a while,i love anything to do with animals, although i dont have any at this particular moment, i have a girl who really likes me and invites me out but i often dont feel like going.although i know when i have been out with her ive been funny and entertained her and ive been bubbly again.
But I am so used to spending all my time with him that I dont really feel like making the effort to go elsewhere with anyone else.
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I thank you for your comment, the reason I posted was because my boyfriend told me himself that he misses the confident bubbly girl i used to be, and that now im like a shadow of my former self, he wants me to walk and hold my head high, to shine and to not be so obsessed with him as he loves me and he misses how I used to be.He says he wants me to be more fun and interesting but when he says that i feel even more low and even more rubbish, knowing that he sees me as a crappy girl who has no confidence anymore.
December 23, 2010 - 1:51pmWhen I go outside i try to remember that and try to walk with my head high but mostly when people pass me,i get nervous and look down to the ground and dont want any attention. I honestly dont know whats wrong with me.
I have hobbies, i enjoy writing poetry but I havent done that in a while,i love anything to do with animals, although i dont have any at this particular moment, i have a girl who really likes me and invites me out but i often dont feel like going.although i know when i have been out with her ive been funny and entertained her and ive been bubbly again.
But I am so used to spending all my time with him that I dont really feel like making the effort to go elsewhere with anyone else.
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