I never thought I was depressed but now that I think about it, I am, i always feel miserable and always feel like just fading away and i always picture him leaving me and me just sat in a room alone crying over what I lost , and i know hes very close to leaving me and that makes me feel worse, cos i feel like whats the point? he is probably going to leave me anyway, this may sound stupid but im being honest in how i feel.
I know I need to get out there and do things, so I will try and volunteer at a local farm which I used to volunteer at and I used to love it.
I will also try to go for walks and hopefully he will see me going out without him and it will make things better.
I do know that I need counselling though, definitely.
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I never thought I was depressed but now that I think about it, I am, i always feel miserable and always feel like just fading away and i always picture him leaving me and me just sat in a room alone crying over what I lost , and i know hes very close to leaving me and that makes me feel worse, cos i feel like whats the point? he is probably going to leave me anyway, this may sound stupid but im being honest in how i feel.
December 24, 2010 - 5:55amI know I need to get out there and do things, so I will try and volunteer at a local farm which I used to volunteer at and I used to love it.
I will also try to go for walks and hopefully he will see me going out without him and it will make things better.
I do know that I need counselling though, definitely.
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