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Thank you for helping me to clear my doubts. I'm new in this type of situations, and sometimes I'm so scared to ask. Thank you for taking your time in helping me. I'm still thinking about this past days, but I'm better now.
I agree with you, it is a choice, but it is difficult to decide it. At first, I was going to wait for more time, but somehow it made me feel bad, because of making him wait, more with him telling me that he was so exhited about it...he always asked me it....We have a year being together, I know it's not a long time, but I considered it and also him...I really wanted to experience with him a sexual intimacy, but I did not have in mind that it would hurt, he did not even penetrate me..... and I may be honest that I'm just thinking in the day he will (in terms of pain).
Sometimes I'm also emotionally unstable, thoughts of: "he will leave me after that," or "Is he real with me" are there. I have learned from friend's experiences and relationships. He's my first boyfriend, so that's the way I don't know almost anything.
Well, I hope I didn't waste your time. Thank you, You helped me a lot. I'm so grateful with you.