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my family isn't really religious so we don't attend church sadly (tho i wish we did...) i have a teacher that i'm really close with but i'm afraid that she wouldn't think of me as the same student that she had once taught....due to the commotion that happened at school,(my boyfriend trying to commit the act on school grounds), it's been hard to talk with my teachers because they all know about what had happened. the school has been constantly watching me, (i went there for summer school to get ahead) i guess that's another stress factor...i try to keep things to myself while attending school, from what they told me is that if they notice any behavioral changes or see me breaking down, i'd get kicked out. i've had many close encounters....my boyfriend is getting the help he needs, but the thing is, it's not working.the medication he was put on, has no affect, it affects his ability to reason tho..... we do whatever we can to keep each other on our feet but it seems like it's not working....most of the time he breaks down and i do all i can to keep him stable....i don't want him to hurt himself again....we've been walking on a fine wire and are near falling off of it....i don't want to make anymore mistakes....i'd hate to have him completely out of my life....i don't want to lose him again....