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Thanks, I'm thinking of waiting about another week to see what happens. As for sex, well its been quite the continuing process. I'm not really scared about being pregnant exactly, but more of what my parents may think since I am 19 and unmarried. They were never quite welcome of anything I did on my own. I could be on my own, but I'm waiting for my boyfriend to be ready for that step, which will be sometime next year. He'll start college and we'll be moving to a different state. We are saving money now. However, I have lost a job recently and its putting us down in money. I live in Kokomo Indiana so its hard to find a job.

I know I may be living stupidly, and understand the stakes I have been taking,but life has been quite hard for me...and I have almost no self control or control over anything. I am very passive, weak, fragile, and very shy. I dunno I suppose I just don't know how to tell him no.

Anyway, I'd just like to know so I could get money and things situated as well as needing to know if I have to get parents involved or not. Those are my most scariest factors. I'll keep it posted as I figure out what is going on.