I feel your pain. I feel like I am a lot like you. I have never denied my husband. I have never given him an excuse to not have sex with him. I need it in some way everyday. My husband can go a week or 2 . Back in Jan 2015 I woke from a sleep and my husband was not in bed. I went downstairs to find him. He was sitting on our sofa with his pants down around d his ankles aND laptop in his lap. It was very dark and he could not see me. He stood up and I saw what he was doing. He could hear the stairs creek and ran to the bathroom. I turned the corner and said really? And went back upstairs. We got into a very long argument about it. About 3 hours. I was very hurt. He didn't even come to me and try anything. I am always willing and available. When I asked what he had on his computer he freaked and didn't want me to look. When I did it was disgusting. Some random older girl pleasuring herself close up on her lady parts. I had just had a baby 8 weeks prior to this. It devastated me. I already didn't feel good about my body. It has really affected our relationship. He always turns me down and it hurts. I don't feel wanted at all. I consider myself an attractive girl. I try and keep fit and we'll groomed. I just want you to know you are not alone. I came on the Internet to find what to do when I fell upon your post. I hope you are able to work through this.
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I feel your pain. I feel like I am a lot like you. I have never denied my husband. I have never given him an excuse to not have sex with him. I need it in some way everyday. My husband can go a week or 2 . Back in Jan 2015 I woke from a sleep and my husband was not in bed. I went downstairs to find him. He was sitting on our sofa with his pants down around d his ankles aND laptop in his lap. It was very dark and he could not see me. He stood up and I saw what he was doing. He could hear the stairs creek and ran to the bathroom. I turned the corner and said really? And went back upstairs. We got into a very long argument about it. About 3 hours. I was very hurt. He didn't even come to me and try anything. I am always willing and available. When I asked what he had on his computer he freaked and didn't want me to look. When I did it was disgusting. Some random older girl pleasuring herself close up on her lady parts. I had just had a baby 8 weeks prior to this. It devastated me. I already didn't feel good about my body. It has really affected our relationship. He always turns me down and it hurts. I don't feel wanted at all. I consider myself an attractive girl. I try and keep fit and we'll groomed. I just want you to know you are not alone. I came on the Internet to find what to do when I fell upon your post. I hope you are able to work through this.
September 16, 2015 - 9:42pmThis Comment
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