I have been with my boyfriend almost 4 years he drinks every day .we have sex maybe only 2 times messed around maybe 20 times.i feel ugly it's so depressing all I do is sit there hate myself.i have found so much porn on his phone he always says he don't look at it.i think bout leaving him many times.at least when I was alone I felt more loved,than when he's around I fight depression bad with this .i love him but it's making me hate myself loose me over this.i already have a stressed job this adds to it.he makes promises he want drink so we can mess around but he always breaks his promises it's getting so old very tired of it
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I have been with my boyfriend almost 4 years he drinks every day .we have sex maybe only 2 times messed around maybe 20 times.i feel ugly it's so depressing all I do is sit there hate myself.i have found so much porn on his phone he always says he don't look at it.i think bout leaving him many times.at least when I was alone I felt more loved,than when he's around I fight depression bad with this .i love him but it's making me hate myself loose me over this.i already have a stressed job this adds to it.he makes promises he want drink so we can mess around but he always breaks his promises it's getting so old very tired of it
May 8, 2017 - 7:30pmThis Comment
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