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I feel like I was reading something I wrote. It is such a horrible feeling to be in a situation like this. I love my boyfriend more than i have ever loved anyone in my life he is perfect in every other way. He always tells me how gorgeous I am how he is so attracted to me he adores me I know this and I know he loves me but he rarely wants to have sex with me it's excuse after excuse and it is destroying me. I feel so unattractive like in not good enough. He says he wants to get married and have kids and we decided a few months ago to start trying and I even bought an ovulation kit but when those 2 days come he always has an excuse it is like I'm happy and excited and then denied and get depressed. He always says how he wants kids well u can't have kids without having sex. I just don't understand what is wrong with me. I'm not conceited but I know I'm a pretty woman and desirable to men but why does the one I love and that loves me not want me?!? It's truly heartbreaking and is taking a major toll on my self esteem. I'm glad to hear I'm not alone but I'm so sorry that other woman are dealing with this too. I don't know what to do anymore.