It is a definite concern to find that and very disturbing. I have however while being sexual play with his behind.. And not to my surprise I can tell how aroused he gets. I enjoy making him feel good but I don't like making him feel good analy but I enjoy giving him that because he enjoys it. I've used my fingers and tongue on his anus many many times since this subject had been out on the table. Yet he still doesn't to anything to me unless I act bring it up and ask for it. I'm sooth to be so explicit. I don't understand if it is just curiousity why has it been so many times? And why only gay? He said I just don't find straight porn but I feel after all these years of finding gay porn I would come across woman. He doesn't believe in cousnsling and thinks it's a Waste of money. I feel deep down I know he is hiding that but would never admit it. Ever. I don't know if it's something I want to live with the rest of my life knowing my husband is obviously attracted to that. It makes me so uncomfortable. I understand its sensitive to him, I respect that.. But I don't want this. I don't know what I want but I know I dont a husband who is slightly interested in other men. I feel so stuck. He is my best friend and I don't want to hurt him at all. He is so stuck on us being together forever. Very confused about what I should do. How to talk to him where he will tell me. Tell me what makes it attractive to him or how.
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It is a definite concern to find that and very disturbing. I have however while being sexual play with his behind.. And not to my surprise I can tell how aroused he gets. I enjoy making him feel good but I don't like making him feel good analy but I enjoy giving him that because he enjoys it. I've used my fingers and tongue on his anus many many times since this subject had been out on the table. Yet he still doesn't to anything to me unless I act bring it up and ask for it. I'm sooth to be so explicit. I don't understand if it is just curiousity why has it been so many times? And why only gay? He said I just don't find straight porn but I feel after all these years of finding gay porn I would come across woman. He doesn't believe in cousnsling and thinks it's a Waste of money. I feel deep down I know he is hiding that but would never admit it. Ever. I don't know if it's something I want to live with the rest of my life knowing my husband is obviously attracted to that. It makes me so uncomfortable. I understand its sensitive to him, I respect that.. But I don't want this. I don't know what I want but I know I dont a husband who is slightly interested in other men. I feel so stuck. He is my best friend and I don't want to hurt him at all. He is so stuck on us being together forever. Very confused about what I should do. How to talk to him where he will tell me. Tell me what makes it attractive to him or how.
April 3, 2015 - 4:02pmThis Comment
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