I really don't know how to describe this really, cause i don't know how i feel. I feel as if i'm not really here. If i was stood in a crowd, i feel i don't belong and as if i'm invisable. I feel sad/down all the time and don't know what to do to be happy. I've lost interest in friends and don't want to go out or do anything. I just feel tired all the time, like i could sleep for days. I've been like this for over a year now and i don't know what to do tho feel better. I have never thought about killing myself and i don't now, but one time months ago, i don't remember why i was upset and wanted to disapear and cutting my wrists just came in my head and as it did my wrists felt as if the were burning as if i could feel the blood pumping through like they wanted me to do it. Was that a suicidal thought? I want to get out of this but i don't know what to do. I don't want to go to a doctor cause i feel daft and don't know what to say. Is there anything i could take or do to feel happy?
All user-generated information on this site is the opinion of its author only and is not a substitute for medical advice or treatment for any medical conditions. Members and guests are responsible for their own posts and the potential consequences of those posts detailed in our Terms of Service.