Welcome 2010! It feels so strange to say that. I cannot believe a whole year has gone by. I still feel like I am back in 2008. This year just breezed by. I guess time flies when you spend time in and out of hospitals and running around with caregivers in an out of town. I am so blessed to have so many caring people in my life and those that I have not met yet, but religiously follow my blog offering support. It is the comments and emails of support that I receive that keep my hope alive and help me to feel that I am not alone in this fight.
I just finished my 6th round of taxotere on Wednesday. This is the first chemo that I have gone all 6 rounds. I have a petscan scheduled in January to determine the next steps. I am praying that I have improvement or at least have remained where I was from the last petscan. Every day that I wake up is a new day and brings new surprises.
I was able to make it home for the holidays, travelling by plane and by myself for the first time this year. I felt pretty good and energized. Near the end of my stay I started getting nauseous and spent a good amount of time in the a.m. in the bathroom. It passed like usual and I was back to my old self by the time I left.
I came home to my house covered in dust from the remodel and my lonely kitties that were so excited to see me and eat some yummy wet food. I ended up booking a room again at the Montelucia since the cleaning crew wasn’t coming until Thursday. I still have another week or two before the bathrooms are completely done.
I am so excited to finally move back in my house. I need to get the cleaning ladies to come again because the house still feels like it’s covered in dust and I can feel it seeping through my lungs. The cats are going this weekend to Petsmart to get groomed and cleaned, because even they have dust all over their fur.
So here we are in the New Year. I have made it through 12 months and longer of living with a deadly disease. I feel relatively good and optimistic for the New Year. This year is all about taking my life back.