Well on the 1st June I made a really grave mistake. No intercourse but I did engage in some sexual activities that have a low risk of pregnancy. My boyfriend ejaculated on himself. He didn't have his pants on at the time but I was all covered. I have no idea if he wiped it off properly and anything got on his hands but after he fingered me and I'm afraid that I could've been in my fertile window.
I mentioned this to him and he just laughed and thinks I'm crazy. I don't know if I have any symptoms but I've noticed my vaginal discharge is clearer than normal and I'm suppose to start in the next couple of days. I can't talk to anybody in my family because I come from a very cultural background and have been hit severely before (a different situation which wasn't my fault) and I know that will happen again if I mention anything about this. My vaginal discharge is not like how it regularly. Before it was white but now it's clear watery like and I'm suppose to start my period in the next couple of days. If I am pregnant I know the easiest option would have an abortion but seriously I do not want that either because it was my fault I'm in this situation and I'd have a really bad conscience. I don't know what else I could look for and Im just going to do stressed if I miss my period.
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