December 5, 2011 - 3:00pm
Hello, I'm new here. I have general anxiety disorder, its part of my post tramatic stress disorder, ( paranoia is a survival skill!) Just got back on my serizone, I have a hard time finding a doctor that will write me a script for it but its what works best for me. I also have COPD and 2 months ago the doc told me I have Lupus. thats it, didnt tell me anything about it or give me any advice, just refered me to a specialist that blew me off for 2 months, he finally gave me an appointment for 2 months from now. 4 months is a long time to wait in pain and scared. i just changed doctors, feel like chewing the old one out but i cant go out side during the day or i get what looks and feels like a chemical burn, takes at least a week to heal. I cant drive cause i have occular migrains ( they make it so i cant see) im not going to make mysef sick just to tell off that twit! Im hoping the new doc will actually give a damn. getting more scared every day, it's just me and my 2 girls (10 & 14). not sure what i should tell them cause i dont really know what going on with me. all i know is that i can barely make it down the stares and i am TOTALLY on my own here.