Feeling very alone
I was diagnoised with a Posterior fossa cyst 6 yrs ago, we found it when a doctor finally stoped looking at indivdual issues and looked at all of them. I was told as long as it didnt grow not to worry but with time the syptoms and the meds i was on got worse. A few mothes ago i was in my yard throwing up from a migraine. Docs order new MRI and it had grown a CM in a year, in one way i was scared and in another i was hoping that maybe we would take it out our drain ect...i am tired of being klutzy,headaches,migraines,tremors,weird speech patterns, forgetfullness (which is getting worse) cold extemities,hurting joints.
what is worse is that after living like this for years I looked at my husband (whom I love dearly) and said if I could end all this I would without hurting anyone.
I just feel so alone and misunderstood I feel like the doctors from walter reed dont really give a crap they arent the ones with 3 small kids at home and spouses gone so much.
sorry for rambaling just feel out of control and tired of chasing symptoms