Is this, I hate to admit but I am 70, although I am in great shape. I need hormones and my doctor said because I haven't had them in a long time, she said it would not be a good idea. I don't care. I want them and I need them. I do have a blood disorder, a very rare blood cancer called Idiopathic Myelofibrosis. To simplify a complicated description, my stem cells (bone marrow) turn into scar tissue instead of mature blood. I truly feel that having hormones would not be a problem. I need help. I need this to be confidential. Please.