Anos,I am seriously scared of sex ,each tyme he try entering me I resist wen I rmber d pain tho I was TLD abt d pain BT I stil resist I dnt knw is dere a drug I can use or sleeping tablet I can use so he can enter me

Hello Anon
Thank you for writing.
It sounds like you think becoming unconscious is the only way to get through sex but that is not the case and it's not safe. I also don't think a decent man would agree to you drugging yourself so you can "endure" sex.
You may have a condition called Vaginismus - this is an uncontrolled, involuntary spasm of the vagina muscles. These spasms cause sexual intercourse to be painful. It is a complex disorder because it is both a psychological and physical condition.

Vaginismus is uncommon, less than 2% of women in the United States are affected. It can cause severe physical and psychological pain.

There is another condition called Vulvodynia which is chronic pain or discomfort in the vulva. The vulva is often called the lips of the vagina. The vulva includes:

Labia (labia majora and labia minora)
Clitoris
Vaginal opening

Anon, you may have this or another condition but you need to seek medical advice to know more.
Best,
Susan