Hm i was raped at a very young age of 7 years old, didnt tell anybody about it even my parents i'm still hunted by the nightmares, the rape started when i was 7 and he only stopped when i was 12. I guess the username explains it all i am indeed a messed up kid. I buess being alone in the battle made me this way. I have regretted alot of things in my life. I dream of ine day freeing my self from the nightmares and just move on. I guess i need to be saved from my self.