I have been with my boyfriend for 6 months now.. living together for 2.
I'm 32 .. he is 30.
My boyfriend seems happy, tells me all the time i love you.
I'm not happy.
our relationship sex wise started out great.
now it's almost non existent.
i feel that I am always the one touching him..
i grab his butt.. i put my hands down his boxers.. i kiss him.. i come up behind him and put my arms around him.. i hug him.
i never ever get anything back.
just pecks on the lips..
i feel like he doesn't desire or want me at all.
i feel like this pathetic puppy dogs always saying hey please play with me , please touch me.. please show me affection.
i feel like i'm starting to emotionally shut down and withdraw.
after only 6 months should he not be able to keep his hands off me?
shouldn't he want to passionately kiss me and sexually touch me?
what should i do?
this is making me feel like in his eyes i am just completely disgusting.