Hi I am so embarrassed in asking this Question as this isn't something I would normally do.
The other day I went to see my boyfriend.
He wanted to have sex and promised me that he will pull out before he cms. I said no to this because I know that the pull out method is not a form of birth control. Anyway, I gave him a handjob because I felt intimidated and threatened by him.
He came and then wiped himself with some tissues (my genitals were not exposed at any time but his were). After, he decided to finger me. I said no because I have a really bad anxiety and keep thinking he could still have cm on his hands from when he was wiping himself. He still decided to pull me down and my jeans and finger me even though I told him not to.
I am so scared . I am avoiding him totally and I don't even want to talk to him about any of this. My next period is due on the 24th June and I'm making assumptions in my head already