So my bf and I have been together almost a year now. Our sex life is actually amazing. He started acting strange and never leaving his phone unguarded, so I became suspicious. In my search for the truth the only thing I could find was internet searches for random nude pictures of women. He doesn't talk to other women. But these pictures are of "real" women. Not the staged kind you see in porn. When I confronted him he got mad but ultimately embarrassed and worried about how I'd react. I'd like to think I'm understanding. I understand that everyone has a "kink." That strange thing we don't tell our friends we're into. But I don't get it. I've only ever been with men who liked the idea of a surreal and "perfect" woman. He says I'm his ideal woman in every way, and he loves my body and thinks it's perfect. I've sent him plenty of provocative photos of me to keep things spicy through our entire relationship. I've even dressed up in lingerie several times. I'm not sexually boring, even I know that. So why would he look at all these random naked girls?