Me and my husband have been together nearly 3 years now, we also have a young 19month old son.
I've had many trust issues, including being cheated on, being beaten etc.
It took me a long time to become comfortable with my husband and this morning I woke him by kissing his chest.. Things got steamy.. It was the most passionate we had ever been. I wanted to make love finally for the first time. He pulled himself on top of me kissing me deeply, tears dance joyfully down my cheeks. He looked at me with a stare of fear he pulled away from me.
Telling me its not normal to cry during sex, ... Following up saying I am a turn of.
He didn't even realise how important giving myself to him was to me. I have no confidence left and I'm frightened ro undress in front of him.
Don't know what to do, I'm lost.
I'm convinced he must be cheating on me but I want to believe that he isn't.
What should I do? Should I divorce him ?