I've been dating my boyfriend on&off now for almost a year.As you can tell from the on&off bit its been a rocky relationship.with a lot of stress but I don't think what happend lastnight had anything to do with that because we have been spending more time apart doing our own things and we have been getting along and having sex I'm sure not as often as he seems he would like but when we do its great&adventerous. You see I'm a professional bikini/lingire model I've never had trouble getting a mans attention. Until him granteed he is open that he doesn't like my profession he's still a guy. And it drives me nuts that I don't seem to drive him nuts unless we are in the act of having sex! It saddens me I feel more desired by strangers than the one man I allow to touch me and give my heart to. Lastnight we were having a great time I had just gotten out of the shower and fixed me hair and put on a little lipgloss and came out naked and asked him if hed rub lotion on me. He did so asif he was doing a job and had no sexuality behind it at all. But I didn't give up then I stood in front of him where he sat and started caressing myself and he didn't even look up! Then I gaveup and just threw on one of his ragadey old T-shirts and he instantly says "you look sexy." I was so upset I took off his ugly t-shirt! I'm so confused and feel so unappriciated that its killing my sex drive!please help!
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