Hi, I am 57 years old, a nurse and a waning bulimic, anorexic and binge eater. I have tried to heal myself for years. I have never heard this type of insightful information in counseling or in my research. It makes tremendous sense! I know I have great potential, but have never been able to reach it even though I have spent a lifetime in angst about it. I put lots of effort into improving myself with educational endeavors and trying to be self perceptive, but I can not seem to overcome the sign on my back that says "hit me". I searched by state for a counselor in my area (trained in eating disorders) without success. Any suggestions?